I'm back

I know it's been a long time ....
I was away at my parents, I got back a couple of weeks ago. Now just trying to get things back in order. There's alot things going on in my head, hurt, disappointment anger, loneliness. All these things can all be cured by asking Allah. The problem is I'm not. My Iman has gone down , I'm not the same. I am not regular in my weekly halaqa's that I ususally go evey week. I guess I am kinda fed up with the sisters here, there fakeness and lack of sisterhood in this community.
In time, with dua and patience, I will get pass this phase that I am in. I could use some support. Insha Allah will provide

Insha Allah I will write more about what's been going on.